So many questions buzzing all around.
Sometimes you want to reply, and you have all the replies in your head...or most
They echo and scream all around in your head, and yet...you can't answer.
And you so badly want to answer, give them the answers they ask for...maybe questions which you might have asked yourself.
And..then you choose emotion.
The emotion takes over, and you are are rooted to the spot giving cursory cliche answers. You want to reply, and yet you've gone all blank.
The sundry clarifications have vanished from your mind, and you close your eyes wishing it was over. And unfortunately it isn't. It never is over.
And then you feel exposed, and strange. As if your insides are empty and cold.
And finally...when you are yourself again, you've regained composure, its too late. And the next set of indefinite days, you ask yourself why you never gave the answers, why you didn't speak up, and how you'll finally free yourself of this searing pain.
Sometimes, if you have something to say to someone, say it. Don't hold back and keep it within yourself. :)
I feel this way all the time haha. ;) and then i bore you bout it :*
ReplyDeletesometimes, we have to forgive ourselves too and remedy the mistakes so that they do not happen again...only then can we go forward ..but u need to forgive yourself too...an important healing process...
Deletealso, we need to be in a zone where it is peaceful and serene and then give time to contemplate on our emotions and thoughts...
sister dears, you will find your inner voice only if you give yourself at least 10 mins each day , away from the world of gadgets and noise...only then can we think calmly and clearly...